I just worry I’ll never be able to be loved, if I feel this disgusting - and that other people like me only because they’re nice people. I’m okay with my body most of the time and feel pretty secure in my gender. In my darkest moments I believe my genes made me gay because of a face like this that any man would find appalling (I heard there’s an algorithm that can tell anyone who’s a lesbian bc they have a wide face - like me!) All of that is obviously not true, all the other queer women are gorgeous. I take one look at the photo and delete it straight away, then pretend it doesn’t exist (which doesn’t work and I feel gross).Īlso, this ties itself to inner homophobia in ways that makes me uncomfortable. I know worrying about looks is trivial, but I wish it didn’t take me days to recover when I see a picture of myself taken by my mom, a friend, a relative etc. It looks like dough with too much double chin, no matter how many make-up tutorials I make myself watch and learn. The 200 Best Lesbian, Bisexual & Queer Movies Of All Time.LGBTQ Television Guide: What To Watch Now.
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